Monday, 9 March 2015

Benin lady,Oghosa Ovienrioba, reveals she has been addicted to Po*rn since she was 14

Meet Vlogger Oghosa Ovienrioba. The 22 year old, law graduate and Vlogger, who revealed that she has been addicted to porn since she was 14. She also posted  a video online as part of her healing process.......

On the very first time she started watching porn.....
'I was 14 years old when I went to find porn on the internet. It was out of curiosity and it was just a simple Google search for me to get hold of an adult movie. When I first watched it, my reaction was shock. But gradually over time, that shock becomes excitement and I would use any porn that I could get my hands on.
I was watching it so much that I started to get bored by the "normal" soft porn movies. I wasn't getting the buzz that I felt when I first saw it - in fact I was almost desensitised to that content. I went from watching soft pornography to dodgier stuff to get the kick I needed.
*More and watch her Youtube video after the jump*

I was at a university and alone in a new city. I guess it was a trigger and I just went downhill from there. For a period of two to three years, I was watching porn on a daily basis and sometimes masturbating over six times per day. It was all I could think about. I didn't see people as people anymore - they were just sex objects to me.
The simplest things could set me off such as a girl unbuttoning her blouse or a boy taking his top off. Everything made me want more. I would sit in my room alone for hours, with the lights off, watching porn. I felt lonely and ashamed of myself.'

On how she got help .........
'I spoke to a friend about my addiction and that was a huge release for me. It was a first step. Talking about it made me realise how much of a problem it was - you're only as sick as the secrets you keep.
As a Christian, you have to be quite controlled about what you let into your heart, in terms of what you see and do. So now, I don’t read sex scenes in books and I don’t listen to oversexualised music. There are some artists that just sing about sex and it’s best to avoid that, I also try to avoid inappropriate programmes on TV late at night.'

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